Harold the Doll & Abaddon

Reading this (below) reminded me of the time when Vincent became very upset and kept asking his mum if she heard the sound he was hearing. She couldn’t and told him so. He became even more upset unable to understand why she couldn’t.

She messaged me what was going on. Even though they are in Australia, and I was in Denver at the time, I did the only thing I could think of – I turned on my digital recorder. When I played it back, I could hear a loud buzzing sound that reminded me of a swarm of wasps, or hornets.

Jane messaged me that Vincent had calmed down. I turned on my recorder again, and this time – nothing.

It wasn’t until later, that I learned that Abaddon/Apollyon were connected with the doll. I think that he owns it, and has imprisoned at least four (4) souls within it. According to the book of Revelations in Christian Scriptures, Chapter 9, verses 10They had tails with stingers like scorpions, which had the power to injure people for five months (emphasis mine). 11They were ruled by a king, the angel of the abyss. His name in Hebrew is Abaddon, and in Greek it is Apollyon.12The first woe has passed. Behold, two woes are still to follow.…

A few days ago was the first anniversary of Chance’s passing. I posted the video I entitled, “The Lord of the Flies (see below),” seemingly confirming that Abaddon was responsible for Chance’s death.

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Jan watched the video for the first time that day, and over the next couple of nights, Abaddon, let me know, through her, that he’s still taking responsibility, and delight, for Chance.

Okay, well, apparently I’m not going to be able to sleep… again. I’ve had the worst insomnia ever for about two weeks….ugh. But I might as well make use of my awakeness.

The day after I sent you the email about my experience, I was sitting down in my living room during the afternoon, flipping through the tv channels, and I started to hear this odd, faint buzzing noise that gradually got loud enough to warrant me shutting off my tv to figure out what it was, and where it was coming from. It really only took a few seconds after that for me to realize the buzzing literally sounded like a swarm of flies—the sound you’d hear around public trash bins or decaying roadkill.

At first I thought there must be insects trapped in my window screen or something, but when I opened the curtains to check, there wasn’t so much as a tiny gnat on the window! And the buzzing sound had sort of traveled; at that point it sounded like it was coming from my kitchen. So I checked the windows in there also—no flies. Couldn’t make heads or tails of it so I dismissed it to myself.

Then about 2-3 days ago, I distinctly heard the exact same disembodied buzzing, only this time, it was in my bedroom. It was already quite late at night, and dark out. It struck me as odd that I would hear flies buzzing at that hour. I tried to debunk it as cicadas because those critters are literally on 24/7, but this was very different sound from that. I checked my bedroom windows and found nothing again. And then all of a sudden it occurred to me that the video you posted, and the one I had commented on before my previous experience was the Haunted Harold Vlog – Lord of the Flies, and at that point I felt it wasn’t such a coincidence anymore for me to be hearing the sounds of flies for no apparent reason! The buzzing faded away pretty rapidly after I went back to bed and chose to ignore it. I haven’t heard it again since. 


Ever since filming this video, Abaddon has communicated messages with me primarily through other people. My feeling is that it’s because it’s harder for me to “prove” what I’m saying that way.



Could this have been because of Harold the Doll?

I’m just curious about something, and if you think it’s a totally bad idea, just tell me—but I wonder if you would mind asking Harold if he knows who I am? I’m honestly just wondering because I don’t think there’s any way any of the spirits inside the doll would know me, but I’ve been having nightmares ever since I commented on your Vlog about him.

Before I answer you, I’d like to ask what kind of nightmares? Are you okay?

Well, they didn’t have Harold in them per se, but yesterday when I was taking an afternoon nap (taking advantage of my kid’s nap time lol). I thought I was waking up from it because I was in my room on my bed right where I’d fallen asleep, but for some reason I just could not move or speak, and while I was trying force myself to fully wake up, I could barely get my eyes to open, it felt like someone was sitting on my chest and smothering me. It triggered a panic response in me because I have been plagued by evil entities ever since I was a very young child.

Anthony’s note – My first thought when I read this was that it was a simple case of “sleep paralysis,” or “The Old Hag Phenomena.”

I started praying inside my head because I could not speak, and the oppressive feeling lightened enough for me to get off my bed and go check on my kids (who I suddenly felt worry over). My son was awake in his room crying, saying he’d seen a scary man, and my 2 year old daughter was also in tears.

I’m Jewish by religion, so I keep a prayer shawl with me at all times, and I remember vividly wrapping myself and them in it while praying aloud for deliverance at which point I promptly snapped awake, the whole nightmare ended and I realized with no small amount of shock that I’d been asleep, dreaming the whole time. I freaked out even more then, because it had been so very real and vivid!

My bedroom was ice cold. Not gonna lie, I’ve been kinda scared to fall asleep ever since.

To answer your question, as to whether being aware of “Harold” means it’s aware of you, my experience is that the answer is “yes.” The question I don’t have a good answer to is, “Why does it attack some people and not others?” The only answer I can come up with is that the entity or the demon seem to pick and choose. There is an intelligence to what’s going on.

I understand. And honestly, it’s not the first time I’ve experienced attacks but I can say without a doubt I’ve never experienced it on that level before. It just scared the day lights out of me! I feel maybe it was backlash for me calling the demons/spirits in Harold ugly and hateful. Not your fault, don’t be sorry! I’m a big girl lol, but it absolutely has been the first and most frightening thing that has happened to me in about 8 years now! I felt like it was playing on my most deeply rooted fears.

Demon who owns Harold the Doll killed my fur baby.

It was a year ago that Chance, Bentley and I were in New Jersey staying at a friend’s house while they were away on a vacation. I’d just finished and submitted my book about Harold for publication. My fur baby boy, Chance, was made a victim for what I’d done. He was dying and two Veterinarians couldn’t figure out what caused his injuries. I wondered if the demon was responsible, and this was my answer.

If you have the capability of freeze framing, do so on the flash you’ll see on the attic window of the house you’ll see across the way. I didn’t notice it when it happened, but people were sending me images of what showed up in the flash. It’s chilling.

Chance died the day after this video was made on my cell phone.

“My life went to hell because of Harold the Doll.”

Anthony’s note – When “Missy” first contacted me, almost 2 years ago, claiming to have experiences she believed involved the doll, I didn’t know what to think. She told me she read about Harold the Doll, took a shower, felt a stinging sensation and saw several long scratches on her leg. She also told me that she believed there was a “demon” involved, but since she couldn’t offer any real evidence of that, I didn’t take her seriously.

She stopped messaging me, until recently. I didn’t even remember who she was. She reminded me, this morning, when she sent me this (excerpted) – 

Between first talking to you, last year, and early this year, so much negative has happened….

I don’t wanna say too much cause it will sound like I’m mentally insane if I went right into each thing but there was a black figured mass hanging around, crows everywhere and perched on fences as I walked down the street (and most birds fly off as you get closer to them so I thought it was really weird they wouldn’t move. They were everywhere I went, or would be in my yard, or on my veranda outside my home for a while. I woke up one morning and there was a dead crow laying across my front door step when I opened it to walk outside).

I’d weirdly hear the name Harold wherever I went too (like I’d walk past someone, I’d hear them say something and mention the name Harold). It freaked me out to be honest. I used whatever protection I could; everything from the bubble, to holy water, white sage and the violet light, but nothing got rid of the doom feeling and the negativity that hung around – all my protections did was move the black figure outside.

My 8 yr old son seen a boy whenever I’d see the black figure but I never saw a boy, only that thing in black with freakish eyes.

All my electrics screwed up in my house in Queensland (Australia). Knocking at the door started, and always around the 4 AM mark.. It only knocked 3 times but there was never anyone at the door when I looked out the front window.

Mainly it was the negativity and feeling of doom around anything, and everything, I did. My whole life as I knew it went downhill. My headaches turned into migraines. (I’ve not ever suffered from headaches or migraines in my life until then.)

And to make it clear, I don’t drink and never have. I don’t do drugs or even know people around that lifestyle. I am not on any mental health medications or have any diagnosed mental health problems so I know I wasn’t imagining this.

The worst thing was, it knew my biggest fears and how to make me scared (emphasis mine – Anthony). I went to the local church and talked to the priest about my faith in the light and how to strengthen it. I also got a bottle of holy water to spray on myself, and inside and outside my home.

And I’ll tell ya this even if I do sound crazy, whenever I seen the black figure, I instantly picked up the words soul catcher and it would run through my head as if someone else was saying it over, and over to me, after my biggest fear had played out, and I was a mess emotionally.

I met this lady who was walking around the city preaching God’s word, and for whatever reason she came over to me and started talking about life and general stuff ’til we got onto the subject of an impending battle between good and evil and how they (God and the Devil) are going to resurface on the earth and come back. She made mention about the Devil’s army and how things like dolls and loveable type objects like rings were used to hold these entities so they could be on earth and in society unnoticed by humans and play games using the fear tactic to gain energy and turn people against each other. She said God wanted us to love and help our fellow man and be as one with each other; which made sense to me why the dark side wants people to turn against each other and use their fear to do this. When that happens people lose faith in the light and God which gives the dark side an opening to their soul.

Sorry but I had to explain that because even when I first started talking to you about the doll, I said it was a soul catcher. Even though I was intrigued by it and wanted to know it’s history, I never fully gave it my energy because I always try to protect myself before talking to you, or reading the posts, and new info that came to you from people. I felt like I was bring challenged to forget my faith and give up because of how everything started going wrong. My whole world went from positive to negative and I went from what I had, to losing almost everything, and being all alone with no one to turn too.

I didn’t stop relying on my faith though and only about 2-3 weeks ago did the negative feeling lift and things have been starting to go well with the positive vibe attached. I haven’t seen the black figure since then either. It did make me wonder and I decided that I’d talk to you and tell you what I experienced but not get involved or too close to the doll or your investigation.

Oh and I’ll add.. my home was old, and yes it had some spirits in it, but never, until last year (I moved into it in Feb 2014 ), had it given off such a bad negative vibe or the feeling of doom or dread. And never, till last year, had my kettle and toaster blown up when I plugged them in. My lights started blowing out at odd times. My phone apparently called someone. She called me back in tears and said whatever spoke and grunted sounded so evil it scared her and she hung up and called back to make sure I was okay. I told her I didn’t even have the phone near me and had only just heard my Facebook Messenger ringer going off, so really there’s no logical explanation why or who touched my phone. It was just me at home and I was making a coffee, not even near the phone which was in my room on charge.

Between first talking to you, last year, and early this year, so much negative has happened but I’m hoping it’s over. I hold onto my faith in the Light. It’s sort of lifted. In the last few weeks and things are going well for once and no more headaches either.
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Perhaps “Harold the Doll” should be “Herald the Doll.”

When Vincent was being attacked, and his family tormented, one of my goals was to find out the real name of the entity who called himself, Harold. The name Vincent, gave me Abaddon/Apollyon chilled me to the bone. It was a demon in the Bible.

Vincent is moderately to severely autistic, and isn’t familiar with the Bible. His mother and father aren’t religious either. The name he wrote would have one he either seen, heard, or both.

If he’s correct, some people would say that. according to the Bible, we are living in the end times. Is this article further evidence of that? What do you think?