Preview of my book, “Harold the Haunted Doll.”


The story you are about to read is true. It is based on real events – my personal experiences since winning eBay’s most infamous haunted doll in an auction in June of 2004, as well as what has happened to those who have had encounters with the doll. I’ve also adapted the texts and Facebook messages of those claiming to have been affected by the doll. Many of the names have been changed to protect the privacy of those involved. A number of people have stated having had adverse reactions simply by looking at a picture of the doll, reading my blog, or posts I’ve written on Facebook. Not everyone has, of course, but I feel I must warn you in advance that I cannot be held responsible if you are affected physically, mentally, or emotionally from reading this book.


If you have ever researched or looked into haunted dolls on the web, chances are you have come across Haunted Harold. With that being said, Harold has an extensive history. The doll was manufactured around the turn of the century and is made of composite particles, plaster and water. The manufacturer is unknown at this time. You can tell the doll has been, and forgive my pun, through hell and back. The doll has been owned by people around the world. All of the previous owners have reported strange occurrences, such as voices, slight movement and changes in facial expression. Headaches, migraines, back pain and unexplained injuries have also been reported while in its presence. The doll has also been blamed for the death of two people. The doll being responsible for these deaths is still up to speculation, the truth may never be known….

Harold’s current owner, Anthony Quinata, bought the doll on eBay in 2004. After experiencing some paranormal activity, Anthony put the doll in storage from 2005-2013. We were contacted by Anthony to provide an understanding of what type of entity inhabits the doll. After an initial interview we decided to go to an undisclosed location and perform an EVP/Ovilus session. During the investigation, the Ovilus had numerous hits on the words “worry” and “guilt.” Our EVP picked up on many different voices accompanied by screaming and laughter.

While reviewing a short EVP session we conducted on our first meeting with Harold, our lead investigator became ill. Plagued with a migraine headache, severe lower back pain, and the feeling of being disorientated, the investigator had reason to believe he was being attacked. After our lead recovered, it was decided to delay the release of the evidence that was collected on Harold. It was also determined not to further pursue any other investigations with Harold and Anthony at this time.

 There is reason to believe the doll is inhabited by many spirits. Due to the evidence collected, we believe there is a malevolent entity that may be attached to the doll, disguising itself as many spirits. Anthony was informed of our findings and we wish him the best of luck with Harold. Hopefully, Harold will find his peace…. Lockdown Paranormal http://www.lockdownparanormal.com


My name is “Jane.” I live in Australia with my husband and two sons, the oldest of whom, “Vincent,” is moderate to severely autistic.

I was not, and still am not, the slightest bit interested in anything having to do with the paranormal. I was interested in learning how to sew cloth toys, so I went onto YouTube to find a tutorial on how to do just that.

God knows how I got on to the weird side of YouTube, but Annabelle was where I ended. I had never even heard of her before that but felt compelled to click and watch a short story on her. Then, at the side, I saw Harold!

He sure grabs your attention and draws you in. I think it was almost a sense of pity…, but also a feeling of wanting to know more. A need to know his story. He’s not a kind of thing you look at once on a page and move on. He makes you stop and look twice.

I clicked on the video clip, but to be honest I didn’t really listen to it too much (it was one with just a still picture of Harold). After that, I’m not sure… I think the phone rang or [my husband] came home, but I forgot about it and carried on with the day. Come to think of it, I don’t think my computer has worked properly since.

It would have been a few hours after I first seen the clip that Vincent saw it as well. I don’t really remember how we both got to being back in front of the screen. I think he wanted to play reading eggs or something, but I know his reaction was instant. He just stopped in his tracks, looked, did a double take, and looked again, which is unusual for him with his autism. Then he became instantly upset.

I didn’t know it at the time, but that moment was the beginning of what would be a roller coaster of events that would make my family’s life a living hell. It was like watching a programme on the television. As Anthony likes to say, “A real life nightmare,” only you’re awake. People may not believe, or think it’s real, but until it consumes you, and becomes your life, you have no idea. I think, this experience with the doll, it’s made not just me but all of us [in my family] that little more aware. There is a lot more to this world than we know and understand.

I’m still trying to get my head around what happened. It all feels so surreal.

Nothing in our lives will ever be the same or taken for granted. Yeah, I still keep looking at my two beautiful boys, hugging them that little bit tighter!

“Jane” (name changed at her request)

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Haunted Harold the doll – the Reveal!

This film was shot back in 2010 and NEVER intended to be seen by the public!

I recently saw a video about Harold on YouTube in a series entitled “Haunted Dolls.” Harold is #5 in the series. There were so many views, and a lot of people wondering what happened to this doll, so I decided to post this video on YouTube, and start sharing my research, and opinion about this doll, with the world.

Is this doll haunted?

Is it cursed?

I’ll be posting more videos, and blog posts, documenting my research and investigation of this doll.

Harold the Doll & Abaddon

Reading this (below) reminded me of the time when Vincent became very upset and kept asking his mum if she heard the sound he was hearing. She couldn’t and told him so. He became even more upset unable to understand why she couldn’t.

She messaged me what was going on. Even though they are in Australia, and I was in Denver at the time, I did the only thing I could think of – I turned on my digital recorder. When I played it back, I could hear a loud buzzing sound that reminded me of a swarm of wasps, or hornets.

Jane messaged me that Vincent had calmed down. I turned on my recorder again, and this time – nothing.

It wasn’t until later, that I learned that Abaddon/Apollyon were connected with the doll. I think that he owns it, and has imprisoned at least four (4) souls within it. According to the book of Revelations in Christian Scriptures, Chapter 9, verses 10They had tails with stingers like scorpions, which had the power to injure people for five months (emphasis mine). 11They were ruled by a king, the angel of the abyss. His name in Hebrew is Abaddon, and in Greek it is Apollyon.12The first woe has passed. Behold, two woes are still to follow.…

A few days ago was the first anniversary of Chance’s passing. I posted the video I entitled, “The Lord of the Flies (see below),” seemingly confirming that Abaddon was responsible for Chance’s death.

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Jan watched the video for the first time that day, and over the next couple of nights, Abaddon, let me know, through her, that he’s still taking responsibility, and delight, for Chance.

Okay, well, apparently I’m not going to be able to sleep… again. I’ve had the worst insomnia ever for about two weeks….ugh. But I might as well make use of my awakeness.

The day after I sent you the email about my experience, I was sitting down in my living room during the afternoon, flipping through the tv channels, and I started to hear this odd, faint buzzing noise that gradually got loud enough to warrant me shutting off my tv to figure out what it was, and where it was coming from. It really only took a few seconds after that for me to realize the buzzing literally sounded like a swarm of flies—the sound you’d hear around public trash bins or decaying roadkill.

At first I thought there must be insects trapped in my window screen or something, but when I opened the curtains to check, there wasn’t so much as a tiny gnat on the window! And the buzzing sound had sort of traveled; at that point it sounded like it was coming from my kitchen. So I checked the windows in there also—no flies. Couldn’t make heads or tails of it so I dismissed it to myself.

Then about 2-3 days ago, I distinctly heard the exact same disembodied buzzing, only this time, it was in my bedroom. It was already quite late at night, and dark out. It struck me as odd that I would hear flies buzzing at that hour. I tried to debunk it as cicadas because those critters are literally on 24/7, but this was very different sound from that. I checked my bedroom windows and found nothing again. And then all of a sudden it occurred to me that the video you posted, and the one I had commented on before my previous experience was the Haunted Harold Vlog – Lord of the Flies, and at that point I felt it wasn’t such a coincidence anymore for me to be hearing the sounds of flies for no apparent reason! The buzzing faded away pretty rapidly after I went back to bed and chose to ignore it. I haven’t heard it again since. 


Ever since filming this video, Abaddon has communicated messages with me primarily through other people. My feeling is that it’s because it’s harder for me to “prove” what I’m saying that way.



Could this have been because of Harold the Doll?

I’m just curious about something, and if you think it’s a totally bad idea, just tell me—but I wonder if you would mind asking Harold if he knows who I am? I’m honestly just wondering because I don’t think there’s any way any of the spirits inside the doll would know me, but I’ve been having nightmares ever since I commented on your Vlog about him.

Before I answer you, I’d like to ask what kind of nightmares? Are you okay?

Well, they didn’t have Harold in them per se, but yesterday when I was taking an afternoon nap (taking advantage of my kid’s nap time lol). I thought I was waking up from it because I was in my room on my bed right where I’d fallen asleep, but for some reason I just could not move or speak, and while I was trying force myself to fully wake up, I could barely get my eyes to open, it felt like someone was sitting on my chest and smothering me. It triggered a panic response in me because I have been plagued by evil entities ever since I was a very young child.

Anthony’s note – My first thought when I read this was that it was a simple case of “sleep paralysis,” or “The Old Hag Phenomena.”

I started praying inside my head because I could not speak, and the oppressive feeling lightened enough for me to get off my bed and go check on my kids (who I suddenly felt worry over). My son was awake in his room crying, saying he’d seen a scary man, and my 2 year old daughter was also in tears.

I’m Jewish by religion, so I keep a prayer shawl with me at all times, and I remember vividly wrapping myself and them in it while praying aloud for deliverance at which point I promptly snapped awake, the whole nightmare ended and I realized with no small amount of shock that I’d been asleep, dreaming the whole time. I freaked out even more then, because it had been so very real and vivid!

My bedroom was ice cold. Not gonna lie, I’ve been kinda scared to fall asleep ever since.

To answer your question, as to whether being aware of “Harold” means it’s aware of you, my experience is that the answer is “yes.” The question I don’t have a good answer to is, “Why does it attack some people and not others?” The only answer I can come up with is that the entity or the demon seem to pick and choose. There is an intelligence to what’s going on.

I understand. And honestly, it’s not the first time I’ve experienced attacks but I can say without a doubt I’ve never experienced it on that level before. It just scared the day lights out of me! I feel maybe it was backlash for me calling the demons/spirits in Harold ugly and hateful. Not your fault, don’t be sorry! I’m a big girl lol, but it absolutely has been the first and most frightening thing that has happened to me in about 8 years now! I felt like it was playing on my most deeply rooted fears.

Demon who owns Harold the Doll killed my fur baby.

It was a year ago that Chance, Bentley and I were in New Jersey staying at a friend’s house while they were away on a vacation. I’d just finished and submitted my book about Harold for publication. My fur baby boy, Chance, was made a victim for what I’d done. He was dying and two Veterinarians couldn’t figure out what caused his injuries. I wondered if the demon was responsible, and this was my answer.

If you have the capability of freeze framing, do so on the flash you’ll see on the attic window of the house you’ll see across the way. I didn’t notice it when it happened, but people were sending me images of what showed up in the flash. It’s chilling.

Chance died the day after this video was made on my cell phone.

“My life went to hell because of Harold the Doll.”

Anthony’s note – When “Missy” first contacted me, almost 2 years ago, claiming to have experiences she believed involved the doll, I didn’t know what to think. She told me she read about Harold the Doll, took a shower, felt a stinging sensation and saw several long scratches on her leg. She also told me that she believed there was a “demon” involved, but since she couldn’t offer any real evidence of that, I didn’t take her seriously.

She stopped messaging me, until recently. I didn’t even remember who she was. She reminded me, this morning, when she sent me this (excerpted) – 

Between first talking to you, last year, and early this year, so much negative has happened….

I don’t wanna say too much cause it will sound like I’m mentally insane if I went right into each thing but there was a black figured mass hanging around, crows everywhere and perched on fences as I walked down the street (and most birds fly off as you get closer to them so I thought it was really weird they wouldn’t move. They were everywhere I went, or would be in my yard, or on my veranda outside my home for a while. I woke up one morning and there was a dead crow laying across my front door step when I opened it to walk outside).

I’d weirdly hear the name Harold wherever I went too (like I’d walk past someone, I’d hear them say something and mention the name Harold). It freaked me out to be honest. I used whatever protection I could; everything from the bubble, to holy water, white sage and the violet light, but nothing got rid of the doom feeling and the negativity that hung around – all my protections did was move the black figure outside.

My 8 yr old son seen a boy whenever I’d see the black figure but I never saw a boy, only that thing in black with freakish eyes.

All my electrics screwed up in my house in Queensland (Australia). Knocking at the door started, and always around the 4 AM mark.. It only knocked 3 times but there was never anyone at the door when I looked out the front window.

Mainly it was the negativity and feeling of doom around anything, and everything, I did. My whole life as I knew it went downhill. My headaches turned into migraines. (I’ve not ever suffered from headaches or migraines in my life until then.)

And to make it clear, I don’t drink and never have. I don’t do drugs or even know people around that lifestyle. I am not on any mental health medications or have any diagnosed mental health problems so I know I wasn’t imagining this.

The worst thing was, it knew my biggest fears and how to make me scared (emphasis mine – Anthony). I went to the local church and talked to the priest about my faith in the light and how to strengthen it. I also got a bottle of holy water to spray on myself, and inside and outside my home.

And I’ll tell ya this even if I do sound crazy, whenever I seen the black figure, I instantly picked up the words soul catcher and it would run through my head as if someone else was saying it over, and over to me, after my biggest fear had played out, and I was a mess emotionally.

I met this lady who was walking around the city preaching God’s word, and for whatever reason she came over to me and started talking about life and general stuff ’til we got onto the subject of an impending battle between good and evil and how they (God and the Devil) are going to resurface on the earth and come back. She made mention about the Devil’s army and how things like dolls and loveable type objects like rings were used to hold these entities so they could be on earth and in society unnoticed by humans and play games using the fear tactic to gain energy and turn people against each other. She said God wanted us to love and help our fellow man and be as one with each other; which made sense to me why the dark side wants people to turn against each other and use their fear to do this. When that happens people lose faith in the light and God which gives the dark side an opening to their soul.

Sorry but I had to explain that because even when I first started talking to you about the doll, I said it was a soul catcher. Even though I was intrigued by it and wanted to know it’s history, I never fully gave it my energy because I always try to protect myself before talking to you, or reading the posts, and new info that came to you from people. I felt like I was bring challenged to forget my faith and give up because of how everything started going wrong. My whole world went from positive to negative and I went from what I had, to losing almost everything, and being all alone with no one to turn too.

I didn’t stop relying on my faith though and only about 2-3 weeks ago did the negative feeling lift and things have been starting to go well with the positive vibe attached. I haven’t seen the black figure since then either. It did make me wonder and I decided that I’d talk to you and tell you what I experienced but not get involved or too close to the doll or your investigation.

Oh and I’ll add.. my home was old, and yes it had some spirits in it, but never, until last year (I moved into it in Feb 2014 ), had it given off such a bad negative vibe or the feeling of doom or dread. And never, till last year, had my kettle and toaster blown up when I plugged them in. My lights started blowing out at odd times. My phone apparently called someone. She called me back in tears and said whatever spoke and grunted sounded so evil it scared her and she hung up and called back to make sure I was okay. I told her I didn’t even have the phone near me and had only just heard my Facebook Messenger ringer going off, so really there’s no logical explanation why or who touched my phone. It was just me at home and I was making a coffee, not even near the phone which was in my room on charge.

Between first talking to you, last year, and early this year, so much negative has happened but I’m hoping it’s over. I hold onto my faith in the Light. It’s sort of lifted. In the last few weeks and things are going well for once and no more headaches either.
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Perhaps “Harold the Doll” should be “Herald the Doll.”

When Vincent was being attacked, and his family tormented, one of my goals was to find out the real name of the entity who called himself, Harold. The name Vincent, gave me Abaddon/Apollyon chilled me to the bone. It was a demon in the Bible.

Vincent is moderately to severely autistic, and isn’t familiar with the Bible. His mother and father aren’t religious either. The name he wrote would have one he either seen, heard, or both.

If he’s correct, some people would say that. according to the Bible, we are living in the end times. Is this article further evidence of that? What do you think?


A new threat from the demon that owns Harold the Doll?

A few days ago, after I had one of the worst asthma attacks I’ve had in years, Vincent asked his mum to contact me saying that someone is telling me a “non truth (his words).”
She asked him to draw what he meant. He started to, but didn’t finish it. He’s since either hidden it, or destroyed it. He won’t tell her which. Which, in my experience, tells me that he got in trouble with “the black cloud” for drawing it.
He drew the one below yesterday (Sunday). I don’t think she asked him what it means. She typically doesn’t want to know.😦
I have no idea what to make of it. I thought I’d share it with you for your thoughts. I suggest that you enlarge it. Please let me know what you think in the comments below.
If you don’t know who Vincent is, please click on the link below –
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This is who REALLY owns Harold the Doll!

I had recently decided, in fact I thought about it again just today, not to post anymore blogs or vlogs regarding Harold the Doll. I chose not to do so because, to be honest, I’ve got so much going on with trying to get my own life back on track. Harold has had such a negative effect on my life, I was thinking if I would just ignore the whole thing for a while….

If you’ve read my book, you know that I didn’t believe in “demons,” or the “demonic” until after I began my search for the truth about what was causing the activity seemingly associated with the doll. I mean, people around the world would write to me telling me about feeling ill, getting headaches, backaches, etc., after simply looking at a picture of the doll. Some people claimed to experience even more dramatic “attacks,” such as vomiting blood, or ending up in a hospital emergency room.

I didn’t think too much about it until I was told that a “haunting” would have an effect from 15 to 20 feet around the doll. Again, I was hearing from people around the globe.

Some people suggested there was a “demon” involved and that I take the doll to a “demonologist,” such as Lorraine Warren. I would dismiss the idea because, one, as I said before, I didn’t believe in demons, and two, it seemed to me to be a foregone conclusion that a demonologist would declare that a demon is at work, and that I should give the doll to them. Yeah, right.

As I mentioned before, I freely talk about, in my book, how I learned that not only is there a demon involved, but it is named in the Bible, and it owns the doll, not me. I also revealed it’s name.

Recently, I’ve toyed with the idea of making it’s name “public.” I went back and forth about it, and decided against it, until now. What made me change my mind?

I received this message, just this morning from Larry, whom I talk about in my book. He had a vision which he shared with me. I asked him to draw what he saw. He did, and shared it with me. He then had a professional sketch artist draw a better picture. Using the artist’s sketch, I was able to, I believe, identify three of the four souls imprisoned in the doll. (I believe I’ve identified the fourth soul since.) I provide both of the drawings in my book as “evidence.”

Larry and I talked on the phone and over Skype once before, but other than that, we have never met face to face. Most of our communication has been sporadic, and over Facebook Messenger. This is what he sent me this morning –

I’ve been having crazy dreams all consist of tragic events happening. I was reading my bible the other day I was in Acts chapter 12. I set my Bible down on my table with it still open on acts where I last left off, I went to get [my son] off the bus. No-one else was here. When I got back in maybe 10 mins tops my Bible was still open, but wasn’t on Acts anymore; it was on page 866 (for my Bible) and it was on Revelation 9.
Larry's Bible
It was set that the very first passage on that page was Revelation 9:9-11. But the first word that stood out to me was Abaddon. Like everything was blurred out to me but that word/name. It was the only word I could read for about three seconds, then suddenly, I could read everything clearly. 
I’m constantly having things moved from where I put them, and I feel like I’m being stared down 24/7.
 I wrote back to him and asked him if he had read my book yet, considering I wrote about him and his vision in it.
No I haven’t. Things have been tough financially for awhile so haven’t purchased much of anything. But I plan on getting it. I ordered it once but had issues never received it had it canceled but hadn’t reordered it yet.
“What do you know about Revelations 9 and what it has to do with Vincent?” I wrote back.
Oh yeah I think I remember you saying something about him writing a name down that was a demon mentioned in the bible. But that’s the only thing I remember you mentioning now that you said something.Dillon's drawing of Abaddon
I asked him to call me, which he did, and we talked for about 35 minutes. He talked about his dreams, and how in them he kept seeing death and destruction. I grilled him about what happened with his Bible.
As we were talking, I came to the conclusion that I’d been wondering, and praying about, revealing the demon’s name publicly, outside my book. I decided, and told Larry this, that I thought it was God’s way of telling me to go ahead and do so.
For Larry’s protection, as well as that of his wife, and son, I asked him to back away from having anything to do with Harold for the time being, until I get this resolved. He agreed.
So now you know what I know… who really owns the doll. What I still don’t know is what this all means.
As a side note, last night I had the worst asthma attack I can remember having since I was a child. More than once I wondered if I should go to the emergency room, it was so bad. As suddenly as it came, it finally eased up @ 5:30 a.m. this morning.
While I was talking to Larry, I noticed that my chest was still tight, and that I was wheezing. As I was writing the last paragraph, I realized that I could breathe freely again.
The last time I had an attack almost as severe as the one I had last night, Vincent’s mum messaged me on Facebook telling me that he was crying and calling out my name. I asked her to ask him to draw what was upsetting him. Apparently, it was Abaddon who was causing the attack that night.
 Harold and my asthma
I now think it was behind the attack I had last night as well. An attack so severe, I wondered, more than once, if I would die because of it.
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